The Day will come...

The Day will come...

when all tears will be wiped away..
and all pain will only be a memory...

when all hunger will be filled..
and all thirst will be quenched...

when all longing will be satisfied..
and all the waiting will be over...

when all our hopes will fullfiled..
and all questions will be answered...

when all the dimmed image will be clear..
and the partial will be whole...

when we will be made whole..
and the void in our hearts will be filled...

when all things finds its purpose..
and all creature cry Holy...

...the LORD will return.

JUSTICE SERVED

I committed myself to be productive today.

-The LORD is good and HIS mercy endures forEVER. HE has loved us with an everlasting love.

Books

I don't know.. but I just felt like reading another book or listening to an audio book (again). Its really funny how the Lord works in me. He uses a lot of things and people to keep His message burning in me. Today, I just got a reminder again from the Lord and I love it when I gets His message. It just means the Lord Jesus is really concerned of me.

BTW, I'm very excited since my team lead will be coming home from Lexington on the 2nd week of August and she will be bringing my book by Joel Osteen. I want an audio of this books also but I'll still look for other ways in acquiring it; other than paying P1119. I will soon have my book and also an audio or R.D.P.D. I'm very excited!!!

This note will serve as a reminder.

If resources and skills won't be an issue, I will create a microchip that will translate mechanical-electrical signals to electrical signals that the brain can understand. This will enable, data from a computer to be loaded to the human brain. This will facilitate the learning process of any human being. Learning will simply be uploading data to the brain.

One concern would be "What happens when computer viruses will be uploaded to the brain?".

"It's alive!!!! It's alive!!!!" - Dr. Frankenstein

Inspired by the movie The Matrix.

(another crazy thought)

NOTICE

I pulled out two published post today. 3+1 is not yet finished and the other one is a bit.. not what I really want to publish.

3+1

3+1, this mathematical statement brings to mind different things to different people. It may remind us of 4, the sum of 3+1 on a "regular" mathematical system (I hope my abstract algebra teacher won't kill me for this, I honestly forgot how to state this so I just coined it “regular”), or promo of drinking beverages, or anything at all. For me, thinking of 3+1 will bring me back through different events, theories and stories, through metaphysical, philosophical and theological realm. Most of all, it reminds me of man’s capacity to live two lives or even three or more lives. I’m not talking about multiple personality disorder [dissociative identity disorder], I’m talking about really living different lives when we are with different people or different events. Some people call it mask, some call it hypocricy and others call it lack of integrity.
From here we could ask, " Which is the real person and which is the mask?" Do we consider the evil "role" as the real person and the good "role" as the mask or vice versa?
One probably could say that the real content of a person's heart is the real person and the one he shows to the public that is diffrent from his heart's content is the mask.
So, it will boil down to the inner you and inner values. So if you act contrary to your inner values you are acting using your mask. (to be continued...)

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I just reached a wall on my article and I decided not go with it but instead meet it wherever my mind will take me on this one. My thesis is, what if both the evil role and good role of man is really part of the man and not just a role played for other people. Some people considers the evil role as the real person and considers the good role as mask. Some thinks the other way around. But what if, everything is really part of the person?

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I'll add my comment/response about this topic:

That's exactly my point Tigra.. see, I'm a hypocrite too. But I usually considers my being hypocrite as the real me. But to think about it, what if my good me and the hypocrite me is me?

* BTW, the church is a place where people who have sinned and wants to be healed gather together.

Its amazing how Jesus invested His life on me, knowing that I will soon sin against Him and probably neglect His invetment(sacrifice).

I talked to one person.. she told me to be patient on things.. I always have a hard time with this thing called patience. Somehow.. I want things done quick and right (NOW). My girlfriend is better than me in this arena. She's been very patient especially with me.
OK. I'll breathe some more air and gather myself. I'll give it one more shot... I know.. I've been very vague about this matter.. this is not one of those between-life-and-death episodes of my life but this will matter somehow in my life. My question is, is this part of the possibilities I want to explore? Is this part of the things I want to put my faith on? My faith, yeah.. my little faith. Maybe I should put my faith to work.. exercise it and see what will happen - who knows my little faith might move some mountain.

My mind is travelling... something-very-fast miles per hour... haay... I just wondered if this thing is really for me.. When can I stay optimistic on something and when can I declare that something is not within my line of expertise.. and quit. Yeah, such a not so nice word.. quit. I grew up thinking that quitting is only for the lossers.. Winners never quits.. hummm.. probably not all the time.. i dont know I'm a bit confused. I prayed to the Lord about this.. no reply so far. Or probably my mind is so busy contemplating, i could no longer hear the Lord Jesus speaking.

I'll check.. 1 month and when I still got nothing.. I'll quit and focus more on my strength...

2 KINGS 22:2

“ And he did that which was right in the sight of the LORD, and walked in all the way of David his father, and turned not aside to the right hand or to the left.” 2 KINGS 22:2

I want to be like this this guy, Josiah. He walked like his father, David. I want to walk like David, the man after God's own heart. I'm not yet there but I will be. I want the Lord to be proud of me. Someday, I want to hear the Lord to telling me, "well done good and faithful servant". As of today, the Lord is still working in me and He will be faithful to complete it. I can feel it in my system, I will be what God imagined me to be. I know it in my heart that God is working in me. I am not yet there, but I will be. I want to make God smile in my walk and in my talk.

Blogs are made to be read..

- now you see me now you dont-

http://immortelle.multiply.com

Here are two of my friends blog. I hope they won't mind me advertising their blogs. They are artists and I really appreaciate their works. I have two other more friends whose blogs I want to read and advertise but I dont have their adressess. Two more and we will complete our group - the Pink-5 / The PowerRangers - BIG yuck (to the group name but not to the folks - I love these guys). =)

Ok, back to topic, blogs are made to be read, so read on from these folks and we will be learning a lot from these folks.

Five Short Chapters on Change

This ain't mine but I like it so I'd like to share it to you...


There's A Hole In My Sidewalk
Chapter One
I walk down a street and there's a big hole. I don't see it and fall into it. It's dark and hopeless and it takes me a long time to find my way out. It's not my fault !
Chapter Two
I walk down the same street. There's a big hole and I can see it, but I still fall in. It's dark and hopeless and it takes me a long time to get out. It's still not my fault.
Chapter Three
I walk down a street. There's a big hole. I can see it, but I still fall in. It's become a habit. But I keep my eyes open and get out immediately. It is my fault.
Chapter Four
I walk down a street. There's a big hole. And I walk around it.
Chapter Five
I walk down a different street.

My Hero

I once chatted with a friend about my mentors and how they challenge me to become a better person and how they inspired me to grow and to create a better future not only for myself but also for those who are around me; I mentioned my pastor(N Centino), Joel Osteen, J Maxwell, R Thomson and all the like. Then my friend asked me, "What about your mom? Is she also your mentor". I was a bit shock for about 10 milliseconds to the question but I finally got hold of myself and searched within my heart who is my mom in my life... then I told my friend that she isn't my mentor bcoz she is more than that.. she more than mold my life.. she created my life.. she nurtured my life.. put it back together when it was shattered.. hold it together when storms tried to shake it.. feed it.. literally feed it.. and gave her own life just to make sure that my life will live and strive and grow and have a better future than what she had. - She is my hero.

To my friend who asked the question (you know who you are).. thank you. You made me think a well even in a split second. I appreciated my mom more and have acknowledge her more. I thank the Lord I have such a mom.

I wish my mom is in to computer so she can read this blog but she isn't. I will just tel her personally.. well I think I already told her but probably I'll tell her again.. so that she wont forget that she is a hero and she is very special.

Words we need to confess (repost from friendster blog)

"Today, is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad for He made it for me."
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
"I am set apart for great things."
"I am more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus."
"I will be the head only and not the tail.I will be above only and not beneath."
"I will rise up from my own thinking."
"I will rise up from my situation."
"I will stop becoming a victim and start becoming a victor."
"God will cause me to triumph!"
"Today, I will overcome!"

Higher Thoughts (repost from friendster)

"Set your mind on higher things."
"As a man thinketh in his heart so is he."
Sometimes we are so focused on our situation and our circumstance that our mind gets so narrow. We tend to look so closely on our problem and our needs that we forget that we can still go beyond them - narrow thinking. Pastor Mitch once preached that there are three thing that we should make a choice on, and one of them is "to choose to go beyond our current situation". We should choose to "stop becoming a victim and start becoming a victor". One of my mentors said it this way, "forget your victim stories". Our victim stories will never propel us to where God wants us to be. They will just make us feel bad and defeated and "lo-uy" and if we continue to dwell on that thinking we will never be what God wants us to be.
The two passages above are quoted from the Bible this means that God, the Author of the Bible, wants us to go beyond our own thinking and stop becoming a victim. We have a choice, we can choose to dwell on our present or go beyond and believe God for greater things. Jeremiah 29:11 says that God has planned to have a good future for us. Let us believe God for that.

Mentors (repost from friendster blog)

"We're pilgrims on a journey to a narrow road, and those who walks before us lights the way... Oh, may all who walk behind us find us faithful. May the shadow of our devotion light their way. May the footprints that we leave, lead them to believe and the light we leave inspire them to obey. Oh, may all who walks behind us find us faithful."
Looking back, I realized that my life has been inspired by those who walk before me in this school called life. To name a few, I have Don Moen, Steve Cuban, Ron Kenoly, Passion, John C Maxwell, Rob Thompson, Joel Osteen, Noel and Siony Centino, Charles Stanley, the lead singer during JREV and many more. They have walked before me and the light they left inspired me to obey. The footprints that they left, showed me how is it to follow Christ. They are the kind of people who could, like Paul, say," follow me as I follow Christ".
Looking forward, I want to leave footprints to those who walk behind me. Footprints that will never waiver in the wave of time and storms of circumstances. A footprint that walks with the Lord.
To my mentors, Thank you so much.

And they know why...

There is so much in a shout that you will not hear; so much that it would have been enough to be silent. Even a fool, if he keeps his mouth shut will be regarded as wise - Proverbs.

And now they know why...
why opposites attract...
night and day...
hard and soft...
life and death...
truth and lies...
right and wrong...

And now they know why..